Homosexuality was deeper for me than merely being attracted to women. I was convinced that I was born the wrong sex. Insecure about being a female because I experienced the wrong kind of love from a male at a young age. Was hurt by a man so I tried to be a “good man” to other girls who’d been hurt by one.
Transgender is the name of the game.
Funny thing is, many people called me a “player” cuz I had a lot of pretty girlfriends but what nobody knew was that there was a part of me that wished I could be as beautiful, admired, and desired as they were. I was territorial over every girl I dated because I felt like she was the closest I’d ever get to being beautiful…someone taking her away from me was them taking away my chance at being the woman I wanted to be. Twisted huh?
It took just 1 glance in the mirror of Jesus’ love for me to realize that I was living a lie. It didn’t happen over night…more like the course of 5 years for me to unlearn the lies that my pain taught me and to start walking in what His love teaches me. I don’t believe in being born gay, but I do believe in being born again. Take it from someone who God invited from LCBT to SALVATION …nothing is impossible for an all powerful King! 6 years born again and in it for the long haul. 🙂